Monthly Archives: August 2014

there is presence in wind

the particular sound of
a front flat bike tire on
gravel and the particular
contagiousness of deflated

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the way the fog fills in around me
collects in droplets on eyelashes
arm hairs, cheek peach fuzz
while i pedal through
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i grab emory’s bare foot at breakfast
and say you can’t leave me!
what will i do without you!

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we work our way in a line
down the field
(like photos i’ve seen of search
parties) the stalks blown down
by soem storm
we snap ears off and drop them,
plunk, into 5 gallon buckets
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red/maroon toyota truck
(at least 10 years old if not 20)
bed filled with sweet corn we
pose for a shot around it there
i am in back giving that raised
eyebrow and a peace sign
which has become the thing i do
in pictures which is a variation
of the old standard pose:
a middle finger and a sweet snarl

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in a brief study on wind here and there
then and now, j says this: there is presence in wind
life no longer contained by body-vessels gusting and blowing

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when i reach the water buffalo scene
in the things they carry i wonder
if this is really necessary
but it is – because this book is not
a reading about the vietnam war
(which is called the american war
by those in other places)
but a stepping into

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anybody want some grape-blackberry kombucha
i call out the back porch door to the trifecta of
after-lunch shuckers (mica, robin, tyler)
and bring it to them in small mugs

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hunting harlequin bugs in
the brussels sprouts and then
the red russian kale
my hands/fingers smeared
green/dark with bug guts
only instead of saying i’m sorry
with each squash like i used to
with the colorado potato beetles
or cabbage moth worms
i say die

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sweet lemon ricotta
(overpriced cheesecake)
joseph and zoe
pass it around

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star-punched

june asks me if the training
has helped my stamina in frisbee
and i say on some days i can feel it, yes
but on days like today – not so much
and afterwords, beyond the high-fives

she says something about my humor
keeping all of us laughing

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honna and i name several key things
on the phone in the afternoon:

autonomy
collectivism
sustainability
art
accessibility

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under a star-punched sky
crescent moon dangling near
two planets
a light up on the neighbor’s hill
tossing tree shadows into grass
after we pull up into the drive
heard just above the cricket chorus
the sound of singing
a group of women’s voices
sounds secular
pulls me up the hill
to listen
in tree-shadow

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still giving (but slowly)

the decision to finally
pull up the still-giving
(but slowly) broccoli
plants and then
the tugging

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like if a terrorist were to come
in here to mail something, as if they would
actually say yes when i ask
‘does this parcel contain anything fragile, liquid, perishable, or potentially hazardous, including lithium batteries and perfume’ she says

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the coconut bon bons are tempting
but so are the first class postage stamps

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thunderstorm digging
into the heat of day
so much rain i say
pinning pattern to fabric
as it starts coming down

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i may not be the butch you anticipated
i think but i don’t call underwear panties

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i thought those were supposed to be unbreakable
trish says of the corelle plate that sounded like
a crashing chandelier when it broke apart on
the kitchen floor

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he’s refusing to eat trish says
of a. who now carries a bullet
in his heart who woke up
delusional (pain medication)
and scared and agitated – all
the tubes who said he still
wanted his friends to go
out there – even though it
meant they might take the next
bullet they haven’t told
his parents

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black mothers at the arch she said
telling stories about their sons
getting pulled over their sons
going to jail their sons living
in a kind of fear that white people
will never know

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chasing sunset down
a gravel road dogs
in the ditch drinking
a bird that seems
magnificent but lands
in a perch too far away
to tell

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sunset sky that almost looks
like mountains instead of sky
which is a kind of tug
in the general direction of
north and west

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what the water brings:

A home-made aluminium boat carrying 16 Cuban migrants pulls up to a dock in Grand Cayman island
A home-made aluminum boat carrying 16 Cuban migrants pulls up to a dock seeking what the migrants said was refuge from rough seas, in Grand Cayman island August 28, 2014. Local law enforcement would not allow the migrants to receive drinking water, food or supplies from well-wishers onshore, before ordering the group to depart the British territory or be taken into custody and repatriated to Cuba. The boat’s captain said the passengers – 11 men and five women – had been at sea for five days since leaving eastern Cuba. REUTERS/Peter Polack

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approaches/is upon

fabius!!!! i call out
approaching our
half-way there
turn-around point
(7.5 miles down, 7.5 miles to go)
at the edge of the bridge
that crosses the river under
ridge road

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a pronounced wave
(rather than the 1-finger-lift)
from a cement truck driver
while we pass each other
on highway mm

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good day for a run says darien
in the porchswing we talk
through the porch screen
him eating something breakfasty
(perhaps melon)
me hanging onto front step railing
while i stretch my legs

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i apologize to anyone who
sits near me for the perfumeness
(also known as the mistake of
using conditioner that
a visitor left behind)
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snot-rocketing i say
and mica admires
the verbness

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imposter syndrome i say
while quartering the
amish paste tomatoes
talking about how i
don’t give myself enough credit sometimes
(example: dismissing the breast stroke
as not a real stroke
and therefore the 40 minute swim
i did the other day doesn’t count)
not in a way that defines me
but also not in a way that is contained
i consider writing a list

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lights flickering in karma kitchen
amidst the steam of giant pots
of tomatoes cooking down and
the hum of the fan pulling air through
as the storm approaches/is upon us
me slicing away (coring and quartering)
while mica separates tomato from juice
and lifts quart jars in and out of
the hot water bath

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let’s stay

elena exclaims about wet socks/shoes
on the field but also
hucks a damn fine huck and
while we line up for the next
point to start she says how much
she loves this game
how many different places/circumstances
she’s played in
face beaming

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what the storm coming in looked like:
a gray shelf in the sky
a swath
black as clouds can get
with a line/burst of light underneath
mica and i confer
about whether or not we should
get out of the water
abandoning our 40 minute swim
let’s stay i say

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two dollar zip loc of
yogurt covered pretzels
in my backpack

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joseph in red tshirt and
thin black suspenders
on his way
south and east

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alyssa and i hug like
we’ve known each other since
middle school
like we’ve been through something
and, collectively, we have
onion slices coming apart on
the butcher block
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pictionary on the front porch in
lamplight some of the words played
include:
referee
pillow case
finland
mud
tilt

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let’s start early tomorrow
mica suggests
a tactic for avoiding traffic
which is not a bad thing to do
considering we pedal on county highways
(speed limit 60)
that like to throw in a curve now and then
decorated by yellow signs with an arrow
in the shape of said curves
with a 40mph speed limit noted
which not all drivers comply with

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sweatshine

awake at 5:30
running shoes on at 6:25
starting slow i drop down
into creekside treeline
and when i rise back up
striding to the top of the first
gentle roll (flanked by corn)
the sun, an orange orb,
lifting off the horizon
both of us in just the right
place so that we shine
on each other

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upon return (after 50 minutes
of me propelling myself forward)
the glisten of my chest
sweatshine

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funny song emory hints
starts with an ‘i’
turns out to be this:
i got 20 dollars in my pocket

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the sunset sky (pink cloud pulled apart
across clearblue)
and the colors it turns people’s faces
and how several of us can’t help
but look up to take it all in

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hatchback city tyler says
as we arrive under a
pink-swath sky regarding
alyssa’s and zoe’s hatch-
backs parked in the drive

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we’ll remind each other
what our bodies can do
lines like this, potato chips
and if there was a bag nearby
i’d eat until nary a greasy crumb remains

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like ropes like poles

eli’s arms wrapped around
while we walk in the sideyard
like participants in a three legged race
what if you just stayed here
and we walked around like this all day
i joke and he says ok
we used to call him monkey
because of how he would climb up people
like ropes like poles

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the tomato weight
(six 5-gallon buckets of them)
behind me
(where grass turns to gravel
the motion requires less effort)

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tyler with a vita coco in his hand
says look what i found in memphis
victory
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warmer than bathwater
mica and i agree
about our 10 minutes of
light activity
(pondswimming
which means we stay near the surface
on a 97.7 degree day)
which means we are sweating
once we step out

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we cheer from the front porch
through the screens
heyyyyyyy! welcome home!!!
as the jet family arrives
along with hazel
who i know only from a story
about how ultimate frisbee
broke his jaw
and he had to eat liquid food
for weeks
while it healed

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3 liquid gallons strapped to my back
while i walk up-down the brassicas
after dusk (the edges of clouds renaissance-lit)
swatting at the high-pitch whine near my ears
with the sprayer in my hand
aimed at the plants

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